Happy Endings

Its been a while since I have written on my blog and I know I could have created time to give it some attention but I didn't have the heart on any other day. But today is another story. Today I feel extremely happy and for some reason a bit less lost than the past couple of weeks. Today I spoke to my friend and all that mattered between us was the love of a friendship that isn't marred by anything corrupt or untruthful. Today I found my friend as I remember him to be... honest, caring, loving, charming and most importantly like a rock- steady and never moving.

I don't know what I have done to deserve so many blessings in my life. My family who has always stuck by me no matter what. My friends who I cherish and love like we are bounded by blood itself, my guru who i never understand most time but understands me and is always guiding me, my gift of dance, my gift with children, my relationships, people who have loved me or love me rite now....

At times I wonder why I don't remember to thank God for so much and on days like today I am reminded that I should be grateful for these gifts and treasures.

Thank you is all I can say that can encompass my gratitude at this point. My feelings are surging within me and I feel like I'm going to overspill... and the feelings are so powerful that I have no way of controlling them, maybe that's why I have turned to u.. because maybe at the end of this post I will feel lighter and will feel like I have channeled my feelings into something positive and thanked God for what is and always will be a blessing for me.

Thank you my friend for making me feel a bit at peace. U have always known how to do it and I can't thank u enough.

Im sorry I never had the courage to see us through but I know deep down we will always be connected and there is someone out there for you who will bring the stars down to u and I pray each day that she finds u and makes my friend the happiest heart in this Universe.

To u both...

I wait to see a happy ending.....